Dear Readers,
Since I started this blog on August 4th, 2007, I have written 102 posts and had 68,974 hits. A large majority of those hits came from my “Harvard Interview” post, but recently, a lot have come from viewing my home page, which is exciting!
I think I’ve gotten so many views lately because my Harvard Interview post was used as a source on ehow.com.
This project was meant to go hand and hand with journal entries to help me gain meaning from my life and ensure that I wouldn’t forget lessons that I learned. I realized that I forget many of the things that have happened since before I was 13 years old. I mean yea, I remember some things, and if there was someone there to trigger the memory, I would remember, but I can’t just conjure up early memories easily.
Like Shay Carl (youtube vlogger), with each entry, I try to provide an experience for the reader (which is also myself at later times) so that they can understand the lessons I learn and why I hold the views I do. It also helps me to write about them because it kind of solidifies the experience.
This blog could be labeled as being “narcissistic,” and I agree that some parts of it are. Everyone needs to feel important, and this is one way of giving my thoughts and feelings importance. However, narcissistic or not, this blog is my stage and though there might not be a lot of people in the stadium seats, I hope that they get some meaning from reading it.
Since I’ve reached the 100 post mark, I’ve decided that I’m going to take a change of direction. To be honest, I didn’t think that I would keep up this blog for this long. It’s not necessarily a lot of work, because even if this blog didn’t exist, I would think about many of the issues I write about and probably write them in my journal, however, it’s difficult to summon up the motivation to put them on here because it feels like I’m sending these posts out into empty space, hoping someone will hear and like the transmissions.
Nonetheless, these recent spikes in activity have made me really excited! I’ve decided to sort of make a new chapter on this blog. I don’t know if I’m going to create a new page or something, but I want to start a new project that will be about the things that I experience in college. I don’t think I’ll start the project until summer rolls around (and use the first few sections to reflect on my freshman year).
So far, this blog has been very loosely rooted… I write in it sometimes, not consistently, about random things from my views, to exploring D.C., to relationships, to book and movie critiques.
I want to make it more structured, while maintaining the sort of personal style. From taking university writing at my college, I realized I love writing essays about self-exploration and such. Initially, I was going to use this blog as a creative writing platform, but it’s kind of expanded into something more analytical and I like it!
I think what I’m going to do is have a weekly entry that sums up the thoughts/stories for the week that will be posted every Monday.
I might also have a bi-weekly entry (kind of like Phillip defranco’s “do something fun” vlogs) where I’ll talk about something new that I explored/did in D.C. or wherever I’m at.
Phillip defranco (from youtube) has three channels… his show, his vlog, and his reviews of video games.
That’s wayyyy too much for me to do, but I think I will work thoughts on books and movies into the “explore” bi weekly entry thingy.
At the moment, I’m at page 295 in my journal. Don’t get me wrong, I LOVEEE journal writing, but I’m going to transfer my energy from that to this blog (except for very personal stuff). When I begin this project, I’m going to consider this weekly and bi-weekly posts as more of articles instead of blog posts. They will be a little more formal, but still have my voice and allz.
I recently wrote a letter to an old friend, and after I sent it I was like FUCK I’m not going to see that letter any time soon…that’s the problem with talking with friends or emails/letters. They help you explore your emotions in the same way that a blog does, but in a year you won’t remember the details of what you wrote or said and it’s kind of awkward to be like “hey can you send me back that one letter I wrote to you?”
Anyway, just throwing ideas out there. Nothing concrete yet. Not sure if I’ll work in videos, but I might do one like once a month just so peeps can see my face (you know who you are).
My basic idea is to give an account like “the naked roommate.” If you’ve ever read it, there are a lot of different people quoted for their experiences in college. I want to be able to have a bundle of my good and bad experiences that I can look back on when I’m done with college and not forget them as I grow old. The biggest difference is that I think I’m going to write this more in a non-fiction book-like style instead of a journal style. Meaning i’m writing for both the audience of 2-3 people and myself. Right now, I write all the entries for myself.
My hope is that this blog will grow into something that I am proud of and see as an accomplishment that has added some meaning to my life.
Like I said, probably won’t start it until summer, and there will probably be weekly and bi-weekly posts and possibly a monthly video all devoted to this four year section of my life.
I hope some people will get something out of it, but mostly I’m eager to see how I grow over time. It’s like those time-lapse videos on youtube or when they show how someone’s face changes over a period of a year.
Meep,
TK
P.S. Got this idea somewhat from Marly and Me (the movie) because that guy wrote about his life and stuff and then had all these articles when he was older that he could look back on and remember the good and bad times. Hopefully, this blog will make a nice book one day that I can put on my shelf and be proud of.